What an exciting month! I’m writing this the afternoon before my weigh in tomorrow (now today!) because I want to be full of thought in this journal entry. Don’t worry; I’ll post my weigh-in results at the bottom. But it’s a reminder that it’s not all about the number on the scales, it’s much bigger than that.
I’ve gotten so many nice compliments this month and actually started seeing and feeling the changes take place. Not just in the mirror; not just in my stride, or the way my clothes are starting to hang; But in my head – I feel the change taking place. I think I’m becoming impatient with the process, the journey. I’ve made the changes in my lifestyle now for FIVE months; new habits and new resolve. I’m just waiting for my body to catch up!
I walked around the block or my work parking lot 4 times in the last week. No skeletal pain! Yesterday, I actually plugged in my earphones and tried to keep up with the music. Unfortunately, LMAFO’s Party Anthem is WAY too fast! I only lasted about 100 yards before I had to slow it down. But it actually felt good moving and challenging myself like that. But the next song up is my new anthem. I’ve heard it hundreds of times before, but never with my head in this place. Wow, did it speak to me!
Don't wanna wait 'til tomorrow
Why put it off another day?
One by one, little problems
Build up, and stand in our way. Oh
One step ahead, one step behind it
Now ya gotta run to get even
Make future plans I'll dream about yesterday, hey!
Come on turn, turn this thing around
(Right now) Hey! It's your tomorrow
(Right now) Come on, it's everything
(Right now) Catch your magic moment
Do it right here and now
It means everything
Miss a beat, you lose a rhythm
An nothin' falls into place. No!
Only missed by a fraction
Slipped a little off your pace. Oh!
Workin' so hard to make it easy
Whoa, got to turn. Come on, turn this thing around – Right NOW!
If you haven’t heard it, it’s Van Halen’s “Right Now.” Excuse my indulgence, but I wanted to share it.
So how’d I do this morning? Since 1/1/12, I’ve lost 40.8! For the month of May, I’m down 6 pounds! I made some changes this month in my eating plan. Amber is about ready to reach through the phone and throttle me, as well as my other sibs. I actually weighed earlier in the month and was seeing no movement. It FREAKED me out. I have been true to the Wheat Belly diet. So I decided to shake things up; just like Amber talked about in her “Time for a Change” post.
I decided to replace a meal with a protein shake. I started with breakfast, but since I usually have a coffee and cream for breakfast, I didn’t see much of a change. So I moved it to lunch or dinner and that was tough – especially dinner! I had to deal with the big hunger pangs. But in a way, it reminded me that “this is hard, but I’m worth it.” It helped me refocus and move through a plateau. In the past, I would have become irate; thrown a “it’s not fair” tantrum, looked for excuses to get off the plan for just one day, or one meal. And while I vow to eat more in the month June, including lots of greens and proteins, I needed to make some sacrifices and rededicate myself to my goal in May, whether they paid off at the scales or not. Does that make sense or am I just crazy?
So before Amber starts charging me rental space on her blog, I just want to say, life isn’t always fair, or easy; and neither is weight loss. But right now, I’m worth the extra effort. Right now, I deserve to reach my goals. Right now, I am my priority. Let’s turn this thang around! Have a glorious June.
Sister M
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1 Year 100 Pounds is written by my sister Misha who is on a journey to lose 100 lbs this year. She started Jan. 1 with a goal to lose about 8 lbs a month. Her issues with weight are very different than mine and she is 10 years older than me, but I thought my readers could really relate to her and she can definitely use the support. You can follow her weigh-ins and full story HERE. p.s. I never wanted to throttle her.